so here i am sat in my room looking out the window..at the dried up puddles that not so long ago were filled with rainwater...huh?? i really don't understand english weather atm. one minute it's raining like theres no end, and the next its sunny, whats going on at all?? global warming?
i really don't know but i'm glad its gone sunnier, the coldness of the rain wetting your clothes everyday can soon become depressing as i have now learnt!!
on a further note..i'm slowly learning not to dwell on things that have happened...the past is the past and that's where it stays and i'm going to have to accept that instead of wanting to change history!!
like i've told people many times: everything that happens, happens for a reason even if you think your getting deja vu many a time and you think that repeating the things you have done will change them..you're wrong. you're just going to learn from your mistakes so that you know not to do that certain thing again.
i'm coming to terms with this positive idea very slowly and i know i tell people these things but i myself have to start believing them for good things to actually happen in my life :)
and thankyou aimee yesterday for giving ME advice and helping me to understand and figure out what was making me feel bad about myself and overcoming it with a solution to help me!!
:) i discovered that i myself have to have some me time where i'm on my own as i always let my friends have their personal space and that i need advice from people sometimes like i give advice to soo many of my friends when they ask for it, yes i can take on board your problems and help you get through it but sometimes i have to step back from it all and give myself some time to overcome things that are happening in my life!! so once again thankyou aimee for being such a great friend!!
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